When it all seems too big | Beverly Carroll

When it all seems too big

Sleep was elusive again last night. My heart was heavy over all that is happening, not just in my own little corner of the world, but, ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ, around the world at large: War, illness, poverty, oppression, inequity, storms, calamities, starvation, injustice.

The list goes on and on. Whether here, or half a world away, it all sometimes feels too much to bear.

When circumstances tempt us to believe otherwise, though, God remains seated squarely on the throne. He hasnโ€™t abdicatedโ€”๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐š ๐ฌ๐ž๐œ๐จ๐ง๐. I believe, based on Jesusโ€™ consistent response to suffering and deprivation, that, even now, ๐‡๐ž ๐ฐ๐ž๐ž๐ฉ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฎ๐ฌ, as broken by the awful, lingering results of the Fall as we.

So, we speak to Him on the behalf of those we will never know and cannot rescue. Because the plight (both near and far) of strangers or loved onesโ€”of many or fewโ€”is so vast, varied, and ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐ , prayer often feels like an exercise in futility.

In processing it all with the Lord, though, I came away with this solution: To break it down. To make it manageable. To intercede, not just for one giant block of humanity, and not just in a general way, but to be a bit more specific.

When I pray ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ, versus the more generic way, I ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž them. I see ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. I see ๐ฎ๐ฌโ€”๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ of usโ€”whose lots in life involve suffering in some form or degree.

I ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐ฅ the fear, the hunger, the pain, the deprivation.

So, I take up their cause and lay it at His feet:

๐‘ฎ๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’Š๐’๐’–๐’” ๐‘ญ๐’‚๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’“, most near and dear,

๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’†๐’‚๐’„๐’‰ ๐’๐’๐’† who cannot go home, or is without a home, provide shelter, warmth, and welcoming arms.

๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’† who are frightened, be their shield. Go before them, infuse them with Your courage, and grant them supernatural peace.

๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š parent who weeps over a child, draw near. Pour out Your hope. Let Your sufficient grace be theirs, and, in the end, let it be enough.

๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’† who hunger, fill their bellies out of the storehouse of Your provision.

๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’† with bleak prospects and uncertain days ahead, help them to dream. Give them something to which they can aspire. Reveal to them Your purposes, along with the certainty that what You decree can ๐’๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“ be thwarted.

๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’๐’”๐’† who are sick or wounded, bind up. Touch their bodies, and ease their pain. If the worst comes, and death approaches, lavish grace, and banish fear. Permeate those final moments with Your comforting, conspicuous presence, so that when they breathe their last, it can be with Your presence in their hearts and Your name on their lips.

๐‘ฉ๐’† ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’Ž ๐’‚๐’๐’. Manifest Your presence where they kneel, where they flee, where they hide. Convince them of Your nearness, Your kinship, Your abiding. Cup their faces, lift their heads, meet their gaze, grant them peace.

Let them know they are not alone.

๐‹๐จ๐ซ๐, ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฆ๐ž๐ซ๐œ๐ฒ.

This, dear friends, is where I have landedโ€”practicing intercession that may or may not make a difference, but a discipline to which ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฆ ๐œ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐, nonetheless.

To speak your names, along with those I will never know, to a Father who is infinitely wise and exceedingly good, is a gift I donโ€™t take for grantedโ€”a privilege secured at an extremely high priceโ€”an opportunity that awaits, just beyond the veil.

For me, for us, for those Iโ€™ll never know,
for this, for that, for the things I cannot remedy,
I know nothing better, than to speak to the One who ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž๐ฌ, who ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ, who ๐œ๐š๐ง.

๐‘ณ๐’๐’“๐’…, please, for these, ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’†๐’“๐’„๐’š.

โ€œAnd so we gain hope – not from the darkness of our suffering, but from the God who ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž๐ฌ our suffering and shares our pain.โ€
~ ๐„๐ฎ๐ ๐ž๐ง๐ž ๐‡. ๐๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง

โ€œTrust in Him at all times, you people; Pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us.โ€
~๐๐ฌ๐š๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ:๐Ÿ–

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